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Monday, July 27, 2009

The Certainty of the Uncertain

by Joey Lawsin

These are some of my whimsical thoughts about my personal mystical experiences that can be categorized as supernatural or paranormal.

The article is divided into four parts. The first part is about astral projection. It is a paranormal experience where the soul leaves the body. The second part is a psychic ability to hear messages from an outside source emitting patterns to be decoded. This phenomenon is not telepathic but more on tympanic or tympanic where communication or channeling is received through the ears. This is called clairaudience. The third part discusses my experiences on Déjà vu (already seen), Déjà vécu (smelling scents), and Presque Vu (tip of the tongue). And finally, the last part examines Time Travel through energyportation from where the dualpairing of systemic instructions and vitalic elements are the central ingredients that will facilitate viacronuum. Other minor weird experiences will also be discussed like why every time I look at a clock, the number 13 always shows up. Even on my grocery receipt, my bank account, and the statistics of my blog the number 13 always shows up. Another thing that intrigues me is the color pattern occurrence. This is an experience where there are days that your workers wear the same colors as yours or a particular color is worn by the majority in your work.

However, let me point out here that although these occurrences may look paranormal, the author spends many years methodically proving these unusual experiences and concludes that they are all products of one's imagination triggered by the various variables or parameters inside and outside the physical mind and body. Meanwhile, time travel is feasible through combinations of systemic instructions and vitalic elements.

Research on the similarities and differences between psychosis and mystical experience which was explored by four prominent experts is presented here. From their findings, psychosis was found to have similar attributes to those who are experiencing vivid dreams, telepathic communication, near-death experiences or OOBs, hallucinogenic drug tripping, and spiritual awakenings. However, their scientific results concluded that these mystical experiences are not sufficient indications that the person is psychotic.

Psychosis falls into three categories: mood disorders, schizophrenia, and delusional disorder. The first abnormality affects emotion and the remaining two affect thinking. They could be considered symptoms of insanity when they disrupt or affect one's normal day-to-day life.

The paper also discussed the characteristics universally common to mystical experience. The person experiencing has an intense experience of pure joy or love, an experience of connection to the outside world, an extreme sense of quietness or sacredness, and yet not actively processing information ( happening without one's will) at all.

The research statistically designed a spectrum of mystical experiences ranging from the non-religious (highest) to the most religious (lowest). In the continuum, the lowest part was sometimes referred to as "diabolic" mysticism because of the fact that "mystical ideas" were incorporated into the experience. 

Surprisingly, the research also addressed "duality" or in my case dualpairing. It proposes that learning the concept behind dualism takes someone one step higher to his levels of consciousness which eventually will lead him in understanding the various ranges of mystical experience.

I. Does the Soul exist? Evidence shows "NO"!

My Out of Body experiences will provide evidential proof that the soul doesn't exist. To understand my OOB personal experiences, let me divide the astral projection process into four sections:

The TRANCE Phase

1. Lying on the right or left side with the body in a crouching position
2. Recalling activities that happened on that day or previous days
3. Feeling the sense of drifting with a mildly awake mind
4. Jerking once
5. Moments of total silence
6. Sleeping

The PROJECTION Phase

7. Total darkness
8. "Mentally awake" but the physical body is asleep
9. With eyes closed, sees "soul" detaching away from my body
10. "Soul" detaches slowly, starting from the feet and separating last off my head
11. A sensation of floating begins

The ALTERLIFE Phase

11. Seeing my physical body, sleeping on its side, from a distance
12. Realizing a new body very different in its composition and characteristics from my physical body
13. Seeing all physical objects in my room even in total darkness (clue of consciousness)
14. Conflicting fear of dying or coming back to life
15. Deciding to stay alive by fighting the fear of death.

The RETURN Phase

16. Trying to speak or call for help but no words come out of my mouth
17. Trying to move parts of the body but unable to do so
18. Silently shouting earnestly to trigger movements
19. One or two fingers start to wiggle
20. A sensation of numbness in areas where the whole body is resting
21. Awareness and assessment of the physical surroundings
22. Back to sleep in a comfortable position.

Out of Body, or OOB, experience is one of the general sleeping conditions categorized in my book as XYZ syndrome. X-syndrome is a sleeping condition related to the amount of sleepless time (e.g. insomnia). The Y-syndrome pertains to behavioral reactions manifested by an individual while sleeping (e.g. sleepwalking). The Z-syndrome is a condition where an out-of-body experience takes place. It can be classified as astral projection, sleep paralysis, near-death experience, and other parallel events where the “soul turns spirit” leaves the physical body.

However, based on my various metaphysical experiences, the standard notion of the soul or spirit is totally misinterpreted and should be newly defined in a different light. Astral projection is an illusion created by a "dying" or disoriented mind. It is a by-product of the mind in irregular or abnormal environmental and bodily conditions. And because the body and mind are acting differently from their normal ways, various psychiatric and behavioral disorders eventually crop up.

The Z syndrome is nothing but a manifestation of one's dream. I have delved into this syndrome for almost eight years and found a conclusive result that the soul is simply one of the various colors of the imagination. In one of my experiments, I even asked my brother to paste a 4-inch paper tape with a handwritten secret word on top of the cabinet standing in the corner of my room where my astral entity (soul) usually loves to hover. When OOB happens the next time, I will direct my soul to find out the secret word. In another twist, I even made a deal with my father agreeing that whoever dies first between us, one of us will come back to tell the truth about the soul. My father died a few years ago until now I am still waiting for him to show up in spirit.

Some people believe that the physical body and the spiritual soul are two bodies in one form. But based on an account of a friend of mine Clare, an OOB experient which I found her account to be true, the physical body is not made up of only one but two astral entities or two souls. During astral projection, there are actually three personalities present: two abstract entities and one physical body. The three parts of me in existance are the astral entity returning, the physical body on the bed, and the one watching. (the watcher tells us that the soul is not real).

Since the brain's cerebrum is divided into the left and right hemispheres, the mind may be dualpaired. This means that the mind has twofold awareness: consciousness and altered consciousness. An inner brain and an outer brain. Just like the eyes, where the left eye sees things differently from the right eye, the left hemisphere of the brain also "sees" things differently compared with the right hemisphere. If this is the case, then it is possible that a ghost-like image can be produced by the right brain and another ghost-like image can be produced by the left brain. This hypothesis might be the answer to why the astral twins existed in the first place. And if we explore the realm of the "spiritual" deeper; we might learn more about the other slice of our isodimensional universe known as the abstract world where the immortals exist.

Thinking one step further, I have concluded that the physical body and the abstract mind are the material and immaterial parts that make up our existance (a substance). The physical body and the abstract mind make the totality of our Being as human. When the Being dies, the physical body will transform into its original elementum (elements) that will be sent back to the material physicals world, while the abstract mind will turn to a datum (information) and go back to its immaterial abstracts world. These elementum and datum are the something and nothing that is made up of our existence.

However, Elements and Information are the instructions that create creation. These physicals and abstracts instructions are the dualpairs that have the power to produce a thing or object. The physical body and the abstract mind are the products of this dualpair. Even the transformation of logic to the mind of the physical body supports the mystery behind birth or death, the transformation of logic to the mind of the abstract so to speak supports the mystery behind death or rebirth.

Going back to OOB, some people do not understand that this particular paranormal experience is not a "game" to play with and that there are always dangers attached to this astral illusion. We should understand that for every effect there is a cause. The effect of OOB is the cause of a distorted mind medically termed "hallucination or delusion". This mental disorientation is triggered by irregular conditions of the body and its surrounding environment. In the medical laboratory, AP can be alleviated by medications or enhancing drugs, and lately using laboratory eyeglasses volunteers were tested to experience OOB in wake-up mode.

Remember too that these are the common symptoms and signs that produce the experience. Let me enumerate some of the clinical body signs that we need to know and take extreme precautions when engaging in OOBx.

1. Trying to move particular parts of the body but you can't
2. Trying to speak or call out but no words come out of the mouth.
3. Numbness begins in areas where the body is resting
4. Blood pressure and the temperature begins to lower
5. Nose, ears, hands, and legs begin to feel cold.
6. Skin color changes into pale bluish-grey.
7. Muscles receive inadequate supplies of blood and oxygen.
8. And if all these conditions continue for a couple more minutes, the heart will begin to stop
9. The lungs will follow next
10. And then the brain will start its dying stage.

In the medical parlance or clinical episodes; when the heart stops beating, blood will not be pumped up into the brain anymore. Within about 10 seconds, brain activity ceases. Since blood flow stops, the cells go into a frenzy to keep themselves alive and after a few more minutes they start to change or damage. After an hour or so, because the cells have been changed or damaged too much, the person can no longer be viable. And when the decompositions of all the cells gradually continue, death culminates next.

These clinical signs and symptoms are the elemental bases in understanding the various disorders of the sleeping syndromes. Obviously, we do not see and feel these signs because we are sleeping and enjoying the illusion of the "soul". But in reality, simultaneously, the physical body is actually experiencing all the clinical signs that I enumerated above. These symptoms are the most important things that we should always be aware of when dealing with OOBs. OOBs might look like a game of extreme adventure but always remember that it could be enjoyable for a few seconds yet become too dangerous after a few more seconds.

What are the symptoms when the mind and the whole body are in their dying stages?
...... excerpt from the book: Creation by Laws


II. Clairaudience:

I have an utmost obsession with finding the answers to how the universe came into existence. What is the basic unit, the fingerprint of life, that makes up us and all the things that surround us? Where did we come from? Somewhere, somehow, there is a single natural code or a basic pattern that is just waiting to be discovered. Throughout my entire life, there have been entities beyond the realm of the natural world who always guided me in my quest to unearth the origin of our existence. I always sense their presence every time I look out for clues. They usually communicate with me through my ears. And at the back of my mind - even as I tried to escape thinking about the possibility of their existence - these supernatural things were urging me that my theory on Viegenesis be made public. Are these supernatural beings from other planets or are they the lost souls wandering in the realm of our physical world.

The Origin of Soul .....

Where did the idea of the soul originate? How was the soul perceived during the period of antiquity? What are the various beliefs in many parts of the world about the nature of the soul?

Among the primeval tribes, it was a common belief that if an animal lives and moves, it can only be because there is a little animal that moves it. If a man lives and moves, it is because there is a little man inside who moves him. The animal inside the animal or the man inside the man is the soul.

Man may be thought of physically as one but his totality is made up of two. His physical body may be seen as one, but within his body, there is another little one that is not visible. When the great body dies, the little body separates and flies away and hides behind the bush, or to the sea.

In some parts of the ancient world, the soul was believed to have all the complete parts of a human body but more ghostly in nature. Others believe that the soul has the shape of a tiny man who sits inside the head. There are tall souls and short souls, fat souls and thin souls, and good and evil souls. In some tribes, man is held to have four souls and they go from place to place when the body is asleep, in a trance, in a coma, and lives permanently after death. It escapes from the mouth or nostrils and can be caught back using a fish hook, a string, hot coals, or tying up the jaws. The length of a man’s life is directly proportional to the length of his soul.

Sometimes, the human soul is conceived not in humans but in animal form. It is conceived as a bird ready to fly or a white mouse ready to escape from one's mouth. The story is about a soul who was left in the form of a lizard by a man who was asleep feeling thirsty and entered a pitcher of water to drink. Just then the owner of the water jug happened to cover it. So the soul has no way to come back and eventually, the man will die. But if someone uncovered the pitcher, the lizard can return to the body and the man will live again.

It is a common rule with primitive people not to wake up, move, or dirty the face of someone who is sleeping because his soul might be away and could not recognize his body when it comes back. Shadows, reflections, and portraits are regarded as souls too. Man can do both harm and good to them as if they are done to the real person. All of these primitive conceptions about the soul still linger in various parts of the world to this day.


III. Déjà vu/vécu:

Déjà vu is a feeling of familiarity where an event has already happened in the past. You might be walking in the busy streets of New York, notice a face that seems familiar to you, and suddenly feel that you saw that face before. On another occasion, you might be visiting an unfamiliar place, notice familiar things you have seen before, and suddenly ask yourself, “Have I been here before?” The two scenarios are examples of Déjà vu. However, there is a deeper meaning of the person or place that you happened to feel familiar with. The person or place could be an anti person or anyplace. Or maybe, based on the principle behind IDL, you were once an anti-you.

In an Isometaspace Universe, an isodimensional lifeline (IDL) exists parallel to another IDL. This "isodimensional lifeline" is a spectrum of a person, an entity, or a particle's life span. Within this lifeline, time travel also exists. To visualize one of these dimensional matrices (dimetrix), an entity or a particle called man can be used as a good analogy to exemplify how IDL functions.

In an isodimensional lifeline, the lawful man drives his car from home to work and back again to his house. Every day he travels 20 miles in 10 seconds. This means that for every 1 second, he covers 2 miles. In 2 seconds he covers 4 miles, in 3 seconds 6 miles, in 4 seconds 8 miles, and in 10 seconds 20 miles.

On the other hand, his anti-particle known as the sinful man also drives his anticar from his antihome to his antiwork back again to his antihouse. Every day he travels 20 antimiles in 10 antiseconds. This means that for every 1 antisecond, he covers 2 antimiles. In 2 antiseconds he covers 4 antimiles, in 3 antiseconds 6 antimiles, in 4 antiseconds 8 antimiles and in 10 antiseconds 20 antimiles.

The above scenario shows that both men live in reverse parallel lifelines. If the lawful man covers 2 mps then the sinful man covers 2 anti-mps. In other words, if you place each of these men at the opposite end of a 10-foot-long wooden board when the lawful man is 2 feet away from his end, the sinful man is 8 feet away from the lawful man's end. When the particle is 4 feet away, the antiparticle is 6 feet away. When the posicle is 5 feet away, the negacle is also 5 feet away. Annihilation does not occur at this point since both men do not stand on the same lifeline.

Another useful analogy is using shoestrings. Tie a knot at both ends of two shoestrings. Suspend this loop of shoestrings between two wooden pegs facing each other. Keep both knots at the near end of each peg. When the string is moved clockwise or counterclockwise, both knots will move in opposite directions with the same amount of distance. If the length of these two pegs is 10 inches, and the first knot moves 3 inches, the anti-knot will also move 3 inches. Both knots will end up 4 inches away. However, when these two knots rotate, to a point at which they change places, the phenomena called Déjà vu occurs.
Inside an isometaspace dual universe, every entity possesses its own dimensional lifeline. All lifelines are parallel, henceforth they do not interact with each other. Each lifeline constitutes a life path. A life path is a sub-element of a lifeline. In essence, a lifepath is a two-way deciding road that determines an entity's future. However, a lifepath can influence one's lifeline in a precise given spot in time (in a googolplex/sec). Like in our real world, a single meteor, a Milky Way, or the universe as a whole - each has its own lifeline and lifepath.

A man driving a car on a busy freeway has his own lifeline. He can accelerate or decelerate his car. Another man behind him has his own lifeline too. He can steer his car to his right or to his left, accelerate or decelerate. And those men to his right, his front, or his left side all have their own respective lifelines. They exist in a "universe" called a roadway. Every man on this road determines the best path he will take to reach his destination. However, it seems that each man really exists in a single roadway but in real-time, each one exists in its own world. Since the process of getting to one’s destination, one has several options to choose from, the Principle of the Second Option still prevails. The ultimate choices will always be "a this or a that.”

A commonly used metaphor quotes that you can kill a cat in several ways. However, every decision to take its life ultimately comes down to only two choices: "Do it or Do not”. If the cat's lifeline is reaching its worldly endpoint and he chooses not to do it, then another cat will take over "to do it” (to be killed). Otherwise, the cats' lifeline is not really coming to its end yet. After all, cats have nine lives.

IV. Viacronuum:

The Grandfather paradox is a good illustration of an isodimensional lifeline and time travel (viacronuum). It reveals a timeline between two different points of one's lifetime. These points can be a moment of one's regular life’s past, present, or future to the moment of one's anti-life’s past, present, or future.

The paradox:
Imagine someone has built a time machine. He uses it to travel backward in time to meet his biological grandfather and shoot him to his death before bringing forth any of his parents. This tragic circumstance tells us that his lifepath has not existed yet. He should have not been born after all since he prevented his parents from being born. The irony, the time machine would not have been built and therefore he can not go back in time to kill his grandfather, which means his parents would live and he would be born.

Scene 1: As he travels back in time, there is the probability that his grandfather, parents, and he existed in that same timeframe. Whatever tragic events happened to his family, he would always exist from that day forward because he is alive in the present day.

Scene 2: Killing his grandfather before producing any of his parents is an event that will not take place at all. This scenario defies the natural laws of birth. The systematic evolutions of instructions that created him and the influence of his grandfather’s lifeline are the major elements that shaped his natural life.

Scene 3: What about the state of the time machine? The laws of time travel will prohibit the time machine from staying. It will entirely disappear as soon as one steps out of it. Remember that it was built only in the present time of his lifeline and obviously did not exist in his grandfather’s lifeline. So how can one go back to his present time again? Equipped with the skills and knowledge he had learned from his present life, he can easily build one to transport him back home. The time of building the machine will be shorter, more concrete, and more precise.

Scene 4: If he shot his grandfather at that time, would he be alive in the present day? Yes, no doubt, since he is alive, it is 100 percent sure that his grandpa survives death.

Scene 5: Why did he not disappear when he stepped out of the machine? The simple answer lies in the natural laws of his premature extended existence. One's lifeline continues to move transforward into another place: an anti-world. This is just like the departing soul of a dying body believed to go to another dimension. The only difference is that one is still alive as he transports into this new dimension. The other reason is that since one was born naturally, the natural living ingredients of one's totality recreated one's dimension.

Scene 6: So why aliens do not come out of their ships and spaceships just hover over the earth? They know that the living elements necessary for them to be recreated are not materially complete or that the environment necessary for them to survive is not satisfactorily conducive.

But is time travel possible? When you race the speed of light time slows down. This explains why you can have a lengthy dream in a short period. Our brain is capable of going to this speed. And at this speed, you can also break the time barrier. This means that you can travel with time freely.

V. The Number 13 Conjecture:

Numerologists say that 13's are traditionalists, hard workers, and organizers.

The vibration of thirteen is associated with genius.

13-Day people are very vulnerable and can be touchy and quick to be offended, but they usually relax when they are sure of your friendship, love, and support.

They are very loyal souls and make good friends. 13's are usually very talented in many areas.

Those born on the 13th love to work with their hands. As children, they love building blocks, LEGO, mechanical gadgets, and things they can construct, keeping them busy for hours. As adults, this energy enjoys fixing, mending, and constructing/creating things.

The 13 energy is gutsy and they defend themselves well.

The number 13 is a Karmic Number. It is the number of upheavals to reveal new ground.

The number 13 is considered to have auspicious meaning and to bring blessings and happiness.

In Italy, 13 is considered to be a lucky number.

But why I'm so interested in this number? I recently found out that many other people are experiencing this phenomenon of seeing a particular same number over and over again on a day-to-day basis. Others even speculate that this is a form of communication transmitted from different unknown dimensions.

So what is this experience all about? This might sound funny but every time I glance at a digital clock unintentionally, I will always see the no.13. Even when I am watching the news, turning my radio inside the car, or googling with my laptop, the no. 13 is noticeably displayed on the monitor. This might be weird but I feel that this number is telling me something. It is always around me. Even when I'm driving, I see this number in plate numbers, in mailboxes, in house numbers, and even in gasoline receipts. Coincidences? But what about this phenomenon that occurs regularly? Still coincidences?

Other similar interesting combinations are the 11:11 phenomenon, 9:44, and 33:33. These numbers are believed to be linked with the end of the world that is based on the last day of the Mayan calendar which ends on 12-21-2012 at 11:11.

V. The Kinetic Intuition Mutual SynchronicityThe KIM Synchronicity

These are personal experiences that can be classified under coincidence, chance, probability, or synchronicity. The KIM Synchronicity is a strange occurrence of events that are coincidentally experienced mutually by two or a majority of people. Employees wearing the same color of clothes all at the same time on a given day is a simple example of synchronicity. Red is the color of Christmas. During this season, seeing most people wearing something red, green, or gold on this holiday is nothing unusual. Also, green is the color of Patrick's Day. We might say that the color of the day is green since everyone has something green. After a 49ers championship game, we might expect that everyone we see might be wearing a red dress, a red shirt, or a red jacket. All these events are examples that show people at times wear the same color of clothes on a given day due to the situations or moods of the environment. However, it becomes mind-boggling when during ordinary days a handful of people unexpectedly wear the same color of clothes. And it becomes more strange when the occurrences happen several times every week. So why does this color pattern synchronicity occur?

The answer is Originemology. How? Let me explain!




VI. The Binary Reality

Humans live in back-to-back Realities. Although we look at ourselves as one, in reality, we always experience everything in twos. A stone is always moving and stationary at the same time. It also experiences ups and downs at the same time. Humans and all other objects do likewise. We see ourselves as alive, but in reality, we are dead as well.




"Some things may look extraordinary, but mostly they are simply ordinary". ~ laws in

Books that I have read to satisfy my curiosity on religion:

A comparative View of Religions - J. H. Scholten
Atheism Refuted -Thomas Paine
Atheism in Pagan Antiquity - A.B. Drachmann
An Atheist Manifesto - Joseph Lewis
A study of the Messiah - J.E. Talmage
A System of Logic - J.S. Mill
An Outline of Occult Science - Rudolf Steiner
Bible Myths and Parallels in Religion - T.W. Doane
Babylonian Legends of Creation - E.A. Budge
Common Sense -Thomas Paine
Criticism on The Origin of Species - T.H. Huxley
Christian Mysticism - W.R. Inge
Cosmic Consciousness - A.J. Tyndall
Creation by Laws - J.L. Lawsin
Dream Psychology - Sigmund Freud
Determinism or Freewill - Chapman Cohen
Evolution of Theology: an anthropological study -T.H. Huxley
Evolution: Old and New - Samuel Butler
Evolution of Creation - J.L. Lawsin
Exposition of Darwinism - A.R. Wallace
Einstein Theory of Relativity - H.A. Lorentz
Elementary Theosophy - L.W. Rogers
Esoteric Christianity - A.W. Beasant
Feeding the Mind - Lewsi Carroll
Five of Maxwells's Papers - J.C. Maxwell
Forbidden books of the original New Testament - William Wake
Heretics - G.K. Chesterton
Heretics and Heresies - R.G. Ingersoll
History of the Catholic Church - James MacCaffrey
History of Ancient Civilization - Charles Seignobos
History's Conflict bet. Religion and Science - J.W. Draper
Intro to the History of Religions - C.H. Toy
Jewish Theology - Kaufmann Kohler
Judaism - Israel Abrahams
Logic, Inductive and Deductive - William Minto
Lamarck, The Founder of Evolution - A.S. Packard
Mystic Christianity - W.W. Atkinson
Mistakes of Moses - R.G. Ingersoll
Mysticism and Logic - Bertrand Russell
Myths and Legends of Rome - E.M. Berens
Mutation - Hugo de Vries
Nature Mysticism - J.E.Mercer
Natural Selection - Charles Darwin
On the Origin of Species - Charles Darwin
Originemology - J.L. Lawsin
Pagan and Christian Creeds - Edward Carpenter
Pagan and Christian Rome - R.A. Lanciani
Symbolic Logic - Lewis Carroll
Sidelights on Relativity - Albert Einstein
Philosophy of the Mind - G.W.F. Hegel
Story of Creation: comparison study - T.S. Ackland
The Antichrist - F.W. Nietzsche
The Holy Bible - R.G. Ingersoll
The Freethinker's text book - A.W. Besant
The Expositor's Bible - T.C. Edwards
The Limits of Atheism - G.J.Holyoake
The Ancient History - Charles Rollin
The Sayings of Confucius - Confucius
The Game of Logic - Lewis Carroll
The Gnostic Crucifixion - G.R.S. Mead
The Critique of Practical/Pure Reason - Immanuel Kant
The Origin of Jewish Prayers - Tzvee Zahavy
The Analysis of Mind - Bertrand Russell
The Problem of Philosophy - Bertrand Russell
The Brain - Alexander Blade
The Higher Powers of the Mind - R.W. Trine
The Human Aura - W.W. Atkinson
The Legends of the Jews - Louis Ginzberg
Thought Forms - C.W. Leadbeater
The Wonders in Psychology - J.H. Fabre

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